Thursday, October 20, 2011

Lacking Motivation

So these last couple days I have been so bad about having absolutely no motivation to do things at home, or go to the gym, or even cook dinner! Once I get off work I am just so exhausted and tired of hearing everyone's complaints for the day that all I want to do is sit on my couch and watch a movie with Trever.
While I'm at work I think to myself "Ok when I get home I'll head to the gym, come home get dinner ready, then do laundry til it's time to go to bed" It sounds like such a good plan until I actually get off work then realize that I don't want to do any of those things! Am I a terrible person?
I hate the fact that all my energy is going to work and not to my home and husband. I guess I need to just learn how to prioritize my day so that things still get done at home. Trever has been great about not pushing me to make dinner, or do laundry and he will step up and help when he can tell I'm tired. But, he's the one working and going to school, plus all the homework and reading he needs to be doing. I feel so bad taking time away from those things.
Hopefully after these next few days (hopefully not weeks) I will get back into a routine of things.. Until then, I guess I will just try and find that motivation wherever it's hiding!

Thanks for listening to me wine, I know I have it good. Some people that can't find jobs or can't afford to have a home and here I am complaining about having a warm place to rest.

Happy Thursday to all!

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